I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women that I know that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities and I made s******* submissive facial expressions and noises and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful disrespectful tyrannical devisive goofy feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic unloving unforgiving insensitive irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious immature lazy manipulative tyrannical impatient self rightous and I used profanity