im a lesbian and i feel s***** tension between myself and a male coworker. i’ve been very wronged by men in the past and could never imagine myself with a man. but i let a very kind gentleman who makes me smile and laugh. i can’t tell if i am imagining a connection because of past issues, or if i’m not really a lesbian.

i can’t tell if he’s reciprocating my energy and it causes so many insecurities