I often use my fwb’s cell phone when he has it on before it locks and is in another room. I become too curious of his life when he’s not with me. I sometimes post things places as him and he doesn’t have a clue. I also texted and threatened a few girls he was friends with using his number.

I’ve clearly got issues and I guess I like him more than I let on yet I can’t tell him this. The s** is incredible and I find relationships often ruin that, so we stay lovers. Incredibly he doesn’t mind this but like I he admits the s** is insanely good.

I feel crazy in the stupid childish things I do as a grown woman yet am so curious about him and his life when we’re not making love. As a career woman with not lots of time often by choice, he’s all I need or really want but perhaps I want more. I hate myself for this as he’s a good guy