I’ve had this really great friend for awhile who I knew liked me but because I’m scared of s*** like that I brushed it off and explained it away. Since he graduated, though, I let my guard down a bit, and he asked me if I was okay with the idea of him jerking it to me. I just answered yes, and then he asked me for feet pics. I’m pretty open minded and don’t want to make him feel bad, so I obliged, but I feel really degenerate and disgusting for that. I hate the idea of s***** things. But I’m probably not ace, I hope. We’re seeing each other tomorrow, too.