I just left everyone in the dust. I don’t know if I’ll be back but i think this is best for everyone. I think naturally I’ll just gravitate back to social media in >24 hours because of my attention b****, but at this point I just want to try. I keep f****** bullying people and it’s become so addicting, and I have no idea what’s causing it as I’m completely secure and confident in myself. I really want to push this as far as possible, through real life as well as online. I don’t want to be tied to people or have to talk, I want a secluded cabin somewhere out in the wilderness where I can eat, sleep, hunt, and die alone. I naturally take people and shove their faces into the ground for my own benefit and it sickens me so much. If I were to be completely isolated I could finally live with myself and my narcissism, but I know the cards aren’t gonna play out in my favor and I think I’m gonna have to end it in ~4 years time.