You’re my parent. But i do want to forget your existence.
You try to do your best and tell me i should improve my language skills and be obedient to my mother. Simple things.
Yet you never were there for me. You werent able to provide support or safety for me and my sibling. You were just a vivid phantom who wishes best for me yet refuses to make them true. And like a fool, i wished you to be in my life more.
I know you didn’t want me. You just wanted to be free of responsibility.
I hate you.