I’m a minor, and I’ve searched things on the internet that are pedophilic. I’ve never put any of my ideas onto anybody, and I am fully aware that what I am doing is 100% wrong. I don’t want to be like this, but I’ve been on a downward spiral to the point where this is a problem. I truly don’t want to hurt anybody, and I feel awful about my doings. I can’t tell anybody (for obvious reasons), so this is just about the only place I can say it. I apologize to everybody on the internet I’ve ever taken advantage of in this awful way, and I hope you grow up to be respectable, successful people.