I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless goofy devisive manipulative tyrannical threatening afraid anxious worried paranoid I was lazy disrespectful ungodly lustful flirtatious unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible immature pathetic selfish self rightous I lied I was unprofessional I overreacted and I had a martyr like attitude and violent thoughts