Never will I spread lies about black people again. It’s hurtful and disgusting. I grew up in a household where I was taught to believe bizarre stuff about black people. It still doesn’t justify my racist thoughts and I know that now. I’m deeply ashamed of myself. In no way are black people a ‘bad influence’ on our race. I’m disappointed in myself for even carrying that belief. I blame my parents for raising me to be a racist instead of a decent human being. I will do better.