Seeing all those small-ish confessions made me scared to confess so i’ll just make it brief, i’ve been having VERY detailed illegal thoughts lately. I’ve never acted on any of them; however, they are very common. And i’m not talking about something like “oh i wanna kill that guy cause he’s a b****” kind of thought, i’m talking about s*** like the detailed way i’d build a bomb and explode a whole building without everyone knowing; like, the exact ingredients i’d get, where i’d get them from, where i’d place the bomb, how i’d place it without being noticed, the time of the day when i’d explode it… all.
And it’s not just that. That’s an example. I’m talking about s*** that would actually ruin my whole life if someone found out i even thought of it.

I have no idea how to get rid of those thoughts. Most times i just go along with it until i do a reality check and realize how horrid the idea actually is.