I emotionally cheated on my girlfriend. I have never physically cheated on her, although I did kiss another girl before we were considered exclusive and

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I emotionally cheated on my girlfriend. I have never physically cheated on her, although I did kiss another girl before we were considered exclusive and even THAT feels terrible now, idk what that means. I emotionally cheated on her and I regret it and would never wish to cause her the pain in which I will when I tell her. I think I’ve sabotaged this whole relationship. I’ve been so convinced she doesn’t love me but all of the signs are there. Why can’t I wrap my head around it. She treats me so well I think, at least it feels as if this is the case in this moment and I love her so dearly. I have therapy tomorrow, hopefully that clears things up or gives me guidance. I told another girl to come cuddle and this girl set a boundary thankfully, but I can’t deal with the regret. I’m torn between telling her and not. If I tell her it may ruin things, if I don’t tell her and she finds out it might ruin things.

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