im a person tht would listen carefully whenever a friend is talking/telling a story but once in a while i would blurt out a comment and it seems like i just ruin the mood/made them uncomfortable and then they would sometimes quickly finish wht they were saying. at tht time i didnt think my comment was tht bad but once i go back to it a realized it was quite harsh and i cant turn back in time to redo my mistakes.
it happens quite so often and i would tell my friends tht i can be quite harsh on some things so if tht ever happens, just tell me and i would apologize and shut up abt it but none of my friends would point out wheter i was rude or whtnot so i dont realize it until later on. and now whenever we meet up, they act normal like usual while im here in guilt thinking abt wht i said before and whether or not im a bad friend. i rly want to apologize to them abt it but i just cant seem to find the right timing.
either way even if i apologize i think i will still have this guilt in me whenever i meet them.