Came across this webstie and thought it would be a good place for this. I was 3 years old when I went to live with my Aunt and Uncle. My mom died and her older brother, my uncle took me in. Will always be appreciative of that because they gave me a great life. My real dad was a black guy and no one knows where he is. My mother was white and was never able to get off drugs so she died from an overdose. I didn’t really know them anyway.
My Aunt and Uncle raised me. My Uncle was in the army and would deploy a lot so I spent more time with my Aunt. As I was getting older I would notice her body more and more. When I discovered the internet and p*** I always found myself looking for p*** stars like her and I would fantasize. When I started m*********** it would be about her. It was all part of the white M*** fantasy. We would always go swimming in the summer and seeing her in a bikini would always give me plenty of wet dreams. When I was 12 she discovered my website history and we had a talk. She said it was normal for a guy my age. From that point on I think she realized it was her I was m*********** to.
When I was 13 my Uncle had to go to Afghanistan. That summer was when she started talking to more about girls and puberty and things like that. She was encouraging of me having these feelings and even knew I was m***********. I guess because she did the laundry. We would start being more playful in the pool and even sitting closer on the couch watching movies and tv shows. One day she asked me about why I chose that specific category of p***. I told her because women looked like her. She had a great body for someone in their late 30s. She asked me if I got erections looking at her. I said I did and she asked me what I did about it. Well I told her that I’d lay in bed and touch myself thinking about the p*** and her in her bikini. She told me that she understood. She would tease me from time to time and make comments about my sheets and things. I was embarrassed at first but after awhile I would just be honest.
We ended up moving when my Uncle came back and he was home for about a year before he was deployed again. I was 15. Still had not had a girlfriend so I still watched p*** and masturbated. She came in my room one night and asked me if I wanted to watch p*** with her. I was embarrassed but excited at the same time. So she told me to show her what I was watching. Of course it was an older white woman with a black man. We watched and she asked me how it made me feel. I told her it excited me. That’s when she told me to show her. I pulled my shorts down and showed her. She asked if she could touch and of course I said yes. She asked me if I wanted to see anything and I told her I wanted to see her b****. They were big and so round. They were perfect M*** b****. I asked if I could touch and she let me. After a few minutes we went over to my bed and I had s** for the first time in my life with my Aunt.
We ended up doing that alot the rest of the time my Uncle was gone. I loved her so much that I knew not to tell anyone about it because I knew of the trouble she would be in. Uncle came home and things went back to normal. If he had to go away for a week here and there because of the army I always ended up back in bed with her or on the couch or wherever. I never said a word until now. I joined the army and ended up moving away from them. I visit when I can but we never get alone really.
Sorry it’s a long confession. Just wanted to tell it.