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There is a reason I thought you’d ghosted me. A few times before I inadvertently ended our correspondence, you’d given me more than enough reasons to sense you were backing away…I don’t like feeling like a bother. It’s unfortunately a fear that’s been engrained in me since I was a kid. Normally, I would have just asked you but I never asked you. Then several months later, I addressed it. I’m sorry for waiting so long. I’m really sorry for all of this because now I have to live with it and I’m really the only half of our so-called “friendship” that feels the loss of it. Or at least, that’s what seems to be true. But nevertheless…I’m sorry. I am beyond ready to smother out the rest of these idiotic desires and fantasies. And if in their place, there’s emptiness…then so f****** be it. It’s safer that way, anyway.

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