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Whenever Everything in my life is going too good I feel fear. Because it was the the moment something really bad would happen and it actually happened.
It was when i was 9y/o i was standing after taking a shower. I felt that what the hell? Whats going on? Where am i? Why isnt anything happening? Its because when i was little my parents would always hurt me and o think they tried to abort me. I still get signs from my dad that he is not satisfied with me.
At that time i dressed up and i went inside and i turned on the TV. I was watching HBO. Hopefully nothing happened that day. But after that day i got punished for losing a nail cutter.

Now, I am 15y/o I have overcome my fear of adults and my parents. I dont listen to them. And i dont feel that something bad is going to happen ’cause the worst thing happened is my birth. I wanna end it but i am afraid of hell. I mock my teachers but they dont know. I hate my best friend he doesnt know. I think one of friend who is a girl has confessed something on this web cause i know her soo well and all the things matches accordingly. I feel really bad for all these things i keep away from them. If i let it all out chaos will happen.

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I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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