So my grandfather on my dads side is my favorite person in the world he has done so much for my family like buy us food or clothes and pay our bills even let me and my sister spend days at his house but he moved a few miles away in lower Dayton Ohio in 2018 but I feel horrible about something when I was little by grandfather spoiled me so much that I turned into an absolute brat but I was still nice and loving to him and close to my grandfather but there was times I was very toxic I would have an attitude with him and even rude I remember one day he picked me up from the bus stop and then I asked hey can you take me to my friends house and he said you’re girlfriends house like how people call you’re actually friends that are girls and I had a little attitude and yelled at him and said I’m not dating her why would you say that it’s gross omg and one time he was typing on his phone and he was typing slow and differently and I was so mean to him about it but I was still lovable to him sometimes but there was always some time I’d be so mean but now I’m mature and older and I’m not a toxic brat and had little episodes like that and I always tell him how sorry I am and how much I love him and he forgave me and said I can’t judge you sweet heart only god can and I’m crying while typing this because he’s such a good man and deserves so much he’s given me so much love and care all my life and still is doing such and when my parents treat me bad and i call him he always picks up and is there for me I know he has forgiven me but I can’t forgive myself for being such a brat to him I love my papaw more then anything he is my world and I hate how immature I was and I was bipolar a little when I was younger and my papaw is the sweetest man alive and he’s very religious but not the judgmental bad way but I wish I could have always been nice to him but I know he loves me and I’ll always be his favorite granddaughter god bless that sweet man