My mother's overthinking nature has been growing on me since I was a little child. She would always worry about everything. How I dress effects other

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My mother’s overthinking nature has been growing on me since I was a little child. She would always worry about everything. How I dress effects other people’s feelings. How I say a word can get us into trouble. How I do things that might cause problems later on. She even worries about how she looks because she’s scared people are going to gossip about her. I hated it, it’s to the point where I don’t trust myself and I’m in a constant state of anxiety for YEARS of what I say and what I did even if it doesn’t look like a big deal. It would bother me forever even to the verge of myself crying because I can’t get that of my mind or even focus on other important things. Even if that saying or what I did turn out to be a negative result, that feeling still feels better than having to feel anxiety. I wish this could stop. I’m even writing this stupid vent confession just so I could feel better. I’m tired.

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I was coerced into posing n*** and touching myself and inserting an adult toy for ten polaroid pictures by my one of my uncles when I was a just a preteen. I never told my parents.

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There’s this girl who works in the same company at the mall that I do who I’m pretty obsessed with (even though she’s married). I’m always checking her out. Lately, I haven’t seen her in a while, but in the past, I used to sniff the chairs she sat on, and one time she left her stuff at work. So I sniffed her jacket, licked the mouth area of her water bottle, I stole a tampon from her jacket because it has her scent, and I used the lotion she uses to rub on my d*** and balls. If I could’ve, I would’ve came on her jacket.