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I’m still in relation with my gf, but I want to be my ex’s s** slave 5 years after our separation. I’ve not seen my gf for a year cuz of the end of school and Covid, and during this time I had a load of conversations with my ex, had myself allured again, found that I’m a submissive one who’s more enjoyed being dominated and played around in the bedroom instead of having vanilla s**. BTW my ex is 200% a dom and my gf’s not even into the normal type of s**.

Within a month both me and gf are moving to Australia for our master’s degrees, but she told me about half a year ago that she won’t live with me when we get there, or even worse, may not even go with me, but the relationship will remain. That’s why I added my ex back, and I’m now dominated by this idea, that I’ll have a hidden relationship with my ex in Australia, and go to her city once a week to get my a** racked voluntarily 🙁

I’ve got a remote a** plug as my ex wanted me to, I never tried that before, so I tried it out, then get drowned in that pleasure. Yet, I’ve not handed over the control to my ex cuz it’s not too late to say no and then step back to the normal world, as my gf’s not aware of this whole thing. I see no hopes in my current relationship, but I’m so bad at saying goodbye, that I’m waiting for my gf to bestow me the end if she wants it to end someday. What a typical sub am I. I sense that I might hand my ex over that control at any moment, and if I do so I’d mark myself a real sinner in the current relationship, but hardly could I resist this desire of being controlled by my ex.

I AM DOOMED
I AM DOOMED
I AM DOOMED
MAY NONE OF YOU WOULD GO ASTRAY & STEP ON MY PATH

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I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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