Never thought nor realized how lonely I am in my current relationship until one day someone starts to show and make me feel the ways of how I want to be

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Never thought nor realized how lonely I am in my current relationship until one day someone starts to show and make me feel the ways of how I want to be treated. But I have no guts to tell the man I love that I’m falling for another guy. That guy does not know that I feel infatuated for him (I can’t admit it either. All I know is he doesn’t have an idea) and he’s aware that I have a boyfriend so he’s not trying to force himself to me, all he does is show how much he likes me. (Too lengthy to say them all) His gestures are remarkably sincere and pure. I can’t even tell if this is lust or merely, loneliness… I’m so upset, disgusted, disappointed in myself that I let this happen. I don’t want to hurt my boyfriend knowing how nice he is ans we’ve been together for 5 years (we have not done any se*ual contact because we promised to save it til we’re married) I guess, I am not getting the attention that I need from my boyfriend so I don’t really know what to do. I want to stay away from this guy but I can’t, we are co-workers and I love my occupation to even think of leaving the company just for this reason.

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I was coerced into posing n*** and touching myself and inserting an adult toy for ten polaroid pictures by my one of my uncles when I was a just a preteen. I never told my parents.

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There’s this girl who works in the same company at the mall that I do who I’m pretty obsessed with (even though she’s married). I’m always checking her out. Lately, I haven’t seen her in a while, but in the past, I used to sniff the chairs she sat on, and one time she left her stuff at work. So I sniffed her jacket, licked the mouth area of her water bottle, I stole a tampon from her jacket because it has her scent, and I used the lotion she uses to rub on my d*** and balls. If I could’ve, I would’ve came on her jacket.