TW//EATING DISORDER......I like the way my stomach feels when it's empty, I feel empowered and freed yet I have self-control problems with food causing me

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TW//EATING DISORDER……I like the way my stomach feels when it’s empty, I feel empowered and freed yet I have self-control problems with food causing me to be bulimic, I don’t wanna tell my friends because I don’t want to stop. I know it’s bad but I like it at the same time I feel hesitant to force myself to purge but once it happens I get addicted to the feeling and thought of all my calories being gone from my body. I overcame my anorexia as a teen but now, in my early 20s I don’t think I ever recovered from that, and sometimes late at night I get upset that I don’t have the same motivation I did back then to lose weight but I know it’s for the best I’m no longer anorexic. life goes on but I’ve been scarred enough to never be the same. Someone needs to know my secret having an eating disorder will haunt you forever, please don’t be like me…

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I was coerced into posing n*** and touching myself and inserting an adult toy for ten polaroid pictures by my one of my uncles when I was a just a preteen. I never told my parents.

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There’s this girl who works in the same company at the mall that I do who I’m pretty obsessed with (even though she’s married). I’m always checking her out. Lately, I haven’t seen her in a while, but in the past, I used to sniff the chairs she sat on, and one time she left her stuff at work. So I sniffed her jacket, licked the mouth area of her water bottle, I stole a tampon from her jacket because it has her scent, and I used the lotion she uses to rub on my d*** and balls. If I could’ve, I would’ve came on her jacket.