My fiancé and I recently had a conversation about how we both have been polyamorous but have kept a monogamous relationship for 7 year because we just

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My fiancé and I recently had a conversation about how we both have been polyamorous but have kept a monogamous relationship for 7 year because we just haven’t talked about it. I thought I was a horrible person for feeling attracted to other people than them and I feel better after talking about it; but now my feelings keep going back to my ex that I had the hardest time chosing between them both. He’s with a girl now and a step daughter so I would never go to him to ruin what he has now. I just keep having dreams and feelings coming back and it’s messing with my head as he told me I was the one that got away. I can’t tell my current partner because they were threatened by my ex when we first got together (again, didn’t understand polyamory so it was one or the other and it was hard and hurt) I find myself going to ex’s social media to hear videos of him talking or singing like he used to sing me to sleep.
I miss you Ryun. I wish you a wonderful life.

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I was coerced into posing n*** and touching myself and inserting an adult toy for ten polaroid pictures by my one of my uncles when I was a just a preteen. I never told my parents.

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There’s this girl who works in the same company at the mall that I do who I’m pretty obsessed with (even though she’s married). I’m always checking her out. Lately, I haven’t seen her in a while, but in the past, I used to sniff the chairs she sat on, and one time she left her stuff at work. So I sniffed her jacket, licked the mouth area of her water bottle, I stole a tampon from her jacket because it has her scent, and I used the lotion she uses to rub on my d*** and balls. If I could’ve, I would’ve came on her jacket.