Guilt/pain. My best friends dad died last Sunday. I’ve met up with him a couple of times since. Today he messaged me about meeting and I pretended I didn’t read it. I wanted to spend the day with my mum walking in the countryside. Now I feel like a p************. His dad died! and he wanted me, his best friend to meet his new girlfriend for the first time. I completely fucked up due to my own selfishness.
