My family surprised with a puppy and instead of feeling super excited i am very sad, anxious and panicked. I do not want her, and it’s not her fault she is an adorable puppy, i just had a plan and vision for my first dog and they completely ruined it even though i know they had the best intentions. i am just super overwhelmed and i feel completely unprepared and unable to take care of her, i feel like they backed me into a corner and i have no control. i am losing it and i know the logical solution would be to return or resell the puppy but i just can’t do that to her, she’s done nothing wrong in fact no one has done nothing wrong yet i feel so f****** s*****
