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Im sick and tired of my dad, owing me rent and not paying me, him not cleaning up after his dog, taking my belongings and putting them in his room and just TAKING my stuff and him giving me a gift and eventually just taking it right back. Not to mention him bringing clients up to my place without even asking me and the list goes on and on. I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless disrespectful tyrannical unloving unmerciful unforgiving I dishonored my father had resentment worldly sorrow I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing purposely offended him I lashed out at God, yelled at him I was lazy I overreacted passed judgement against others I was immature irresponsible ungodly lazy manipulative decietful anxious worried afraid paranoid self rightous selfish I had a martyr like attitude and I had thoughts of suicide and violent thoughts

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I am 41 and married. For the past several months, I have been having innocent lunches with a younger guy who calls on our company. Last month after lunch he said he needed to stop at his motel to pick up some packages he needed to mail. It was hot so he offered to leave the car running or I can go in and watch TV while he prepared the packages so I went in with him.. Once he finished the packages he turned and casually kissed me, but it quickly became very passionate and we ended up on the bed. I told him I didn’t want to do anything, but he ran his hand up my skirt quickly finding what he was interested in. I told him again I didn’t want to do anything but after another passionate kiss and what he was doing he embraced me saying it didn’t feel like I wasn’t interested in doing anything I told him that wasn’t it but that I couldn’t because I wasn’t on birth control and my husband had had a vasectomy and I didn’t want to take a chance of getting pregnant but by that time he had gotten me extremely aroused so I told him if he used a condom I would. When he said he didn’t have one I asked him why he would get me in that condition and not be prepared. All it took for him to convince me to have unprotected s** was to say he would buy me a morning after pill This s** was incredible with me having a massive o***** when I felt him c****** inside me. After that then stopping to get the Plan B making up the excuse for why I was an hour late getting back to work from lunch wasn’t very convincing so I took a lot of ribbing from the other girls in the office. Then a week later when my period was due it didn’t come. I figured the pill had messed up my cycle but after another week I took a pregnancy test and despite taking the Plan B, I had gotten pregnant I haven’t told him yet but I’m going to need his help in getting an abortion to save my marriage.