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I never s******* abused anyone as an adult but still feel guilty about things I did as a child…

By the time I was 12, I knew that the s***** acts toward me that adults did to me as a child were wrong. After that, I stopped exploring with other children, including family members. If I had known earlier that this was wrong, I swear I wouldn’t have been involved in this sort of thing.

I never hurt a child in this way nor have ever forced s** onto a partner as an adult ever. I also stopped all inappropriate s***** behavior as a child once I found out some of the things I did were wrong.

I still feel guilty though. It also scared me when reading literature to help me heal from s***** abuse…it triggered me…an incident about a grandfather onto a child…I felt so bad about the way I got triggered, which also was arousal. I also had a dream once about this sort of thing but no never did hurt a child in this way ever.

I did a lot of work on myself…and I prayed every day for more than 20 years…please don’t let me be that kind of person.

I never did it to anyone but it did scare me. The way I had been triggered or aroused by inappropriate things sometimes.

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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