I cheated on my husband for years and he said he didn’t care but I suspect him saying “if he can give you sexually what I cannot” meant he had a floozie

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I cheated on my husband for years and he said he didn’t care but I suspect him saying “if he can give you s******* what I cannot” meant he had a floozie on the side also. This bothers me. Why? Am I this self-involved?

We used to be swingers and I feel he created a monster in making me do it. The only problem is I became addicted to s** more than usual, even though I’ve never had problems getting laid. We slept with many couples and one man from one of the couples and me hit it off tremendously.

We would have s** alone 5-10 times a day unknown to my husband at times, then later I found out he knew the whole time. We tried T to stop but the lust and passion was too incredible.

It eventually ended when I tried to be good but the truth was I was going to leave my husband for him and he tossed me aside. I felt betrayed. He used me for s** and said he loved me.I felt like such a wh**e and a fool.

I’ve only had one friend I didn’t sleep with and I recently ghosted him because he told me he was dying. He is but I can’t face it because there’s been too much death recently. Am I a sociopath or just a stone cold b**ch?

To hide, I become addicted to things to avoid reality but also to indulge and disappear. Same thing really but how could I do this to my bestie who I love? He’s the only person that didn’t use me for convenience or hurt me and I ghost him? He’s a good looking guy and would’ve been the perfect boyfriend but I’m married and a cheating wh**e

I’m 44 years old and am acting like I’m a teenager. Wtf is wrong with me? I go on Instagram and put up tons of pictures of me framing my face so I don’t look chubby as I’ve gained some weight from my alcoholism and I put on tons of makeup to hide the real me and get compliments.

I know I look like crap but my best friend I left for dead almost literally always said I was a natural beauty. Why did I do this? How can I fix this? Will I be haunted by this also forever and never live it down, or will I later on go back into denial land and indulge all over again? I’m a horrible, fake person and a disgusting excuse for a friend. I miss him but cannot go back… I have no idea why.

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I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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LOL I’m slashing my wrists tonight if Judy Wright calls the York Regional Police on me. Got a nice warm bath going right now.