I cheated on my husband for years and he said he didn’t care but I suspect him saying “if he can give you sexually what I cannot” meant he had a floozie

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I cheated on my husband for years and he said he didn’t care but I suspect him saying “if he can give you s******* what I cannot” meant he had a floozie on the side also. This bothers me. Why? Am I this self-involved?

We used to be swingers and I feel he created a monster in making me do it. The only problem is I became addicted to s** more than usual, even though I’ve never had problems getting laid. We slept with many couples and one man from one of the couples and me hit it off tremendously.

We would have s** alone 5-10 times a day unknown to my husband at times, then later I found out he knew the whole time. We tried T to stop but the lust and passion was too incredible.

It eventually ended when I tried to be good but the truth was I was going to leave my husband for him and he tossed me aside. I felt betrayed. He used me for s** and said he loved me.I felt like such a wh**e and a fool.

I’ve only had one friend I didn’t sleep with and I recently ghosted him because he told me he was dying. He is but I can’t face it because there’s been too much death recently. Am I a sociopath or just a stone cold b**ch?

To hide, I become addicted to things to avoid reality but also to indulge and disappear. Same thing really but how could I do this to my bestie who I love? He’s the only person that didn’t use me for convenience or hurt me and I ghost him? He’s a good looking guy and would’ve been the perfect boyfriend but I’m married and a cheating wh**e

I’m 44 years old and am acting like I’m a teenager. Wtf is wrong with me? I go on Instagram and put up tons of pictures of me framing my face so I don’t look chubby as I’ve gained some weight from my alcoholism and I put on tons of makeup to hide the real me and get compliments.

I know I look like crap but my best friend I left for dead almost literally always said I was a natural beauty. Why did I do this? How can I fix this? Will I be haunted by this also forever and never live it down, or will I later on go back into denial land and indulge all over again? I’m a horrible, fake person and a disgusting excuse for a friend. I miss him but cannot go back… I have no idea why.

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