I am tired, I do not feel confident anymore,
i have been loosing money in stock market that i need to be saving for my house, i feel like, i still can make it all i need is few good trades, but i know it doesnt feel like it, it pinches the soul everytime, i am loosing money faster that i eat food, i dont feel good at all,
cant even confess this to the family as they think i have been working and saving hard which is partially true, i do work hard, it is just cant get the mind off that, i want a simple life.
