I am a gay guy and i have been with my partner for almost a year in a long distance relationship. It’s been 2 months since the last time i saw him and i have been recently experiencing increased libido so yesterday i had oral s** with 2 guys and i have been feeling guilty since then. I love this guy i really do, he’s the first guy i am with because i love him and not because of money and yet i fucked it up. I have cheated before and now i’m wondering if this is all i am; a cheating guy who will end up hurting everyone close to him
