( so this makes sense, im bisexual – was dating a girl at the time, but essentially cheated w a guy.)
I cheated on my ex girlfriend right towards the end of our relationshi.(like literally 5 days before we broke up). i was madly in love with her but it was semi long distance and she had simply stopped giving me any sort of energy i needed in that relationship- she never texted, never replied to my snapchats, never returned my calls, and the only time i saw her was once a week with our friend group out n about, so it wasn’t even like we were spending time together alone. I physically couldn’t take the loneliness anymore, so when one of my close friends at the time did what was disgusting looking back- started to m*sterbate while on facetime to me (without asking if it was okay), i was so drunk and lonely i didn’t even think abut not reacting or telling him to stop , he just wanted me to listen to it so i did. The next day, sober, i told my ex bawling saying i was so sorry i’d cheated on her and was wracked with guilt, but i left out that i didnt stop him or tell him i didnt want to hear that. she forgave me and told me i did nothing wrong, but i still wish i’d been more truthful about it. In other news, after me and the ex gf broke up we became a sort of weird friends with benefits type of situation, but he did end up r***** me multiple times and it became a court case, so i suppose i got what i deserved for allowing him to continue to be in my life after the facetime incident lol.
