I don’t know if I’m truly in love with my boyfriend anymore. I really feel like my best friend and I are soulmates, despite them being aromantic and not really having any feelings towards me. My boyfriends loves me so deeply and honestly if it weren’t for the fear of breaking his heart I’d probably end it and try to see if a relationship with my friend would work. I mean just last night and into today we’ve been talking about each others kinks cause we’re that comfortable together and so many of our kinks just line up perfectly. And they’ve said they wouldn’t be opposed to f****** me (in joking manners). I’m just lost because so many times before this happened they said they didn’t love me in that way and now they’re acting like they do, and I’m confused about my feelings for my own boyfriend and them and it’s just like. Ugh. What do I do? I’m so lost.
