i feel like im faking a disorder for attention. did specifically. in short, my s/o is attached to these 'alters' ive created which are in actuality

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i feel like im faking a disorder for attention. did specifically. in short, my s/o is attached to these ‘alters’ ive created which are in actuality personalities ive conjured up and slip into whenever im stressed or feeling deterred, i find it easier to go into these mindsets to deal with the problem at hand you know? but maybe thats not the way i should be thinking about it. maybe its fucked up of me to say. maybe im a manipulative b****** at the end of the day, but it feels good. it feels good to take these mindsets and look at my problems in a new light, as if i really were in someone elses shoes. i feel good, he feels good. hell even ive become attached to these imaginary friends ive made. it doesnt matter as long as everyones happy right? compartmentalizing my feelings within these people just feels Right. it feels real. i feel much more organized and able to comprehend the feelings i have. anyways. thats all.

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