I’ve made a terrible mistake, it’s more of a disgusting thing that I cannot seem to stop. It goes against my religion, own morals, and dignity. I feel this great amount of guilt and as if God has looked away from me. I cannot bring myself to stop this I don’t know how to if I’m ever able to. I don’t know what to do, I want to pray to god but I feel as if he won’t listen because of my sins. I’m scared, lost in my own mind, and on the verge of losing my mind completely. Worse of all if my parents find out it’d be a huge issue and great shame upon them. They will never look at me the same, talk to me the same, or see me as their daughter the same way again. What can I do, I keep falling back into the same hole, I’m so desparte.
