He was toxic, manipulative, and controlling. I still have PTSD from being with him (like, actual legit PTSD) and the weekly s3xual assaults I endured for a year. In 2015, I finally convinced him to break up with me after he graduated from our high school (he was 2 years older).
I found out recently that he got married a little while back. He’s happy and successful. Meanwhile, I’m still depressed, anxious, still suffering bc of him, and generally no further along with my life than I was when we broke up. A part of me feels beyond rage that he’s able to be happy and not bear any consequences of his actions. Another part of me is worried about his wife and her safety. And a third part of me feels that it’s none of my business and I should continue to keep my mouth shut like I have for the past 8 years…
