I feel so stupid. I have desire to be loved and held, yet I do not love anyone the way that they’ve loved me. I’ve hurt a close friend, and now I know he hates me. He doesn’t admit it, but he resents me for things I did to him in middle school. I just wish I could go back in time and stay friends… I desire so much and give nothing. I regret so much… I miss when things were easier.
