I was very cruel and aggressive to a co-worker who I thought wasn’t valuing my work, whilst really she was. Perhaps she was just sleepy. Now it has made people who already were cold become more distrustful.
I was suddenly furious and almost literally ‘saw red’. But I to some extent gave in to my worst impulses. Such negativity needs to be safely channeled and I resolve to find better ways to do that in future.
I pray to God that any dark energy amplified by that moment is sucked away to another place or transmuted to Gold. For now me and my wife have emerging health problems that may have been caused by the stress of this encounter and also the worry of being in some way punished for it.
In my defense, I didn’t realize how sensitive she was, or the other things in her life that may be bearing down on her.
Still I ask for forgiveness and a fresh start, as the chain of karma connected with that is a path I don’t want to walk along. Please forgive us all, God.