when i was 13, i did something terrible, just out of curiosity, it involved my cousin and now that i remembered it, it’s making me feel a lot worse than ever, i feel guilty and regret my actions. i just feel, if i knew better back then, i wouldn’t have allowed my actions or my cousin’s actions. there is no way to turn around the time and change my actions but it’s making me feel like a horrible person, like a criminal. it was sheer curiosity and immature thoughts. but now that i know better, it’s hard for me not to blame myself. i don’t know how to forgive myself because my thoughts and reality are a lot different. if anyone’s reading this forgive me for my actions, i don’t know whom should i apologize so here i am. I’m sorry for the things i did out of ignorance.
