I was groomed by my teacher at the age of 16 and never told anyone but a few close friends and my fiancé. I live a normal life now, im going to marry my highschool sweetheart, I’m going through therapy. But in the darkest corners of my brain I feel like going back to that man would be a good idea? I feel as though I want to be told what to do, I want to be 16 again and it was better to accept my mental illnesses rather then go through all the effort to “get better”.
I don’t feel better.
When he said i’d never forget him and that needed him, i think he was right.
