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I am a 27 year old Christian woman who has struggled with p*** since getting out of an abusive relationship in 2020. I didn’t watch it for two years before that..but over the past year I have watched it probably around 6 or 7 times because of lonliness. The last time was the beginning week of this year. It makes me feel so disgusted and changes my personality completely. But..I’m will be okay..I have been healing alone from my abusive relationship, in a season of isolation and suicidal thoughts. No therapy and no close friends… I have had so much pressure and feelings of inadequacy…and in those moments I find myself reaching to watch p***. Because I’ve desperately wanted physical affection. Especially in this time of COVID….it’s been so hard…But Jesus has been my strength..I reach for my bible and I am flooded with God’s presence and the truth of His words. He has been so gentle to my soul, even when I have been so mean to myself. He tells me I am made in His image…and that I am forgiven. I can overcome this sin with His power and His love…I’ve already overcome. Thank you Jesus!!!

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