to nick . s ,
i know what we “ had “ might have meant nothing to you, but you were a big part of my life for a little while. you were a great friend & i wish i just went for it and didn’t try to make you leave. i hope one day we can connect again.
i just want you to know that I did have feelings for you, i just didn’t know how to act on them so I pushed you away in such a harsh way. until you left. and I regret it almost every day . I’m sorry .
