I’ve been stressing with school a lot recently and relapsed cutting myself. I know I should feel bad towards myself for doing it but the only reason I’ve not killed myself at this point is because I’m afraid of what it’d do to my family. I’m going to have no affect to the world so I don’t understand why I care so much about my family’s f****** feelings when in the end it’ll all come to nothing anyway. I dont imagine myself in the future but I know I’m too much of a p**** to actually do anything.
