i have the most amazing boyfriend in the whole world. i cheated on him and everyday he reminds me how perfect i am and how lucky he is to have me. it makes me die inside. how could i have done that to him…. i cant tell him either. i wish i could, but he would be so hurt. the worst part is i still talk to the guy i cheated on him with. i feel like such a terrible person. how could i have done something like that and hurt someone who is so perfect and cares so much about me for no reason. i hate myself for it….