Where do i even begin? Well forst off i have a raging drug habit. Almost every day i snort a mountain of coke. My mental health is in free fall. Im

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Where do i even begin?

Well forst off i have a raging drug habit. Almost every day i snort a mountain of coke. My mental health is in free fall. Im suicidal but scared to do it out right. For as long as i can remember ive always been depressed. When i was a kid my sister raped me and no one believes me so i have suppressed it all my life. I dont have many friends because i isolate myself. Im afraid that im going to die soon. Recently my mom was put in the hospital for emergency surgery and because of my current state i cannot properly take care of her. I spend all my time alone and currently im binging on drugs. Being that it’s winter i have season depression and can’t get out of bed. I need help with my mental health.

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I live in a two story house. The house beside is a one story rental. A young couple moved in. She is gorgeous. I see her in tiny nighties and mas turbate.

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Last year I had se.x with my friends girlfriend. They broke up not long ago, but not because of that. He still doesn’t know what we did. I’m not going to lie, the first time we did it I lasted about 30 seconds before I eja.culated inside her. She’s just so fu.c.king beautiful, it was like my di.ck wanted to fill her with sp.erm before she had a chance to change her mind. After the first time I was able to go two more rounds and last much longer. I even made her c.um a couple of times. She spent the night in my bed and we had s.ex again in the morning. Yes, I feel fu.cking guilty about it, but I didn’t think their relationship would last anyway (I was right) and we just have a natural chemistry. I hope she doesn’t tell him out of spite. Believe it or not, I really like my friend and I want to stick with him. Thank you for giving me a chance to get this off my chest.