I think of my ex more often than not these days. I had dated him after breaking up with my current partner but ultimately left my ex because I felt guilty about hurting my current and went back to them. I never cheated but am constantly accused of it. I can barely talk to my current partner and constantly think about how easy it was to talk to my ex. Everything was better with my ex, especially the s**. I’ve started thinking about them when I’m alone and even when I’m with my partner. Just the thoughts make me feel like an a******, but then I have moments where I’m just so sick of being made out to be a liar and cheater when I do my best to prove my loyalty every day. Maybe I should give my current a reason to call me a cheater.
