Ive been with my partner for 10 years, marrie d 4, and have a 3 year old child. I have a good relationship with a co worker for a while now, last night

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Ive been with my partner for 10 years, marrie d 4, and have a 3 year old child. I have a good relationship with a co worker for a while now, last night was our xmas part and the first time ive socialised with this coworker outside work, we spend most the party together talking laughing dancing just enjoying each others company, a few times throughout the night the co worker told me how they really do enjoy speanding time with me how well we get on shared sense of humor, all things ive been feeling about them. At the end of the night they pulled me to the side and said they felt like we had a moment and if only things were different (co workers married too) i give them a slight peck on the lips and left. While i feel guilty over that, its not my main guilt. I feel like i havent been in love with my partner for a while now, and last night showed me what i wished my relatioship with my partner was like but it never has been. I think it opened my eyes to something ive known for a while now but havent amitted it to myself. I dont know where to go from here. I have absolutly zero attraction to my coworker and have no interest in pursing anything with them, but i still feel like i need space to clear my head, im scared of breaking apart my family and hurting my partner.

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