Roughly 1 year ago I raped a girl its fucked up and I have trouble sleeping n often think about ending it all she was my gf and I was staying over at hers I had alot to drink that night and I don’t remember it around 2 days later she told me what had happened n ever since it’s been playing on my mind I hate myself idk why or how I brung myself to do it but I did there nothing I can do about it now and I feel truly fuckih awful me and her were just talking about it n understandable she was very pissed off but there litterly nothing I can say or do to fix It and i don’t think I’m gonna be able to cope whith what I did mjch longer before I take my own life I’m scared and deep down I now know I’m the word kind of person there is
