Last night, I masturbated again over p***, and I did this in order to keep myself in check before meeting my lady friend today. I don’t think of myself perverted, I’m simply being a s***** being who is simply keeping himself in check so that I don’t cause any complications or o anything stupid. I used my last condom to perform my gratification, and now I’m restricting myself for the rest of the year in order to stay focused on other matters aside from my s** appeal. I just hope I will be more willful next time I find myself tempted.