I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative selfish I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained to God and others I lashed out at God overreacted I dishonored my father was faithless anxious worried paranoid immature irresponsible ungodly unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible insensitive hateful lazy I lied had suicidal thoughts I was selfish self rightous and I had a martyr like attitude
