I have started riding…mostly with my mom. I enjoy it tremendously. I like the outdoors part. Recently I noticed that if I ride at a certain gait…it eventually becomes arousing to me. I mean…between my legs. I didn’t know what it was at first and slowed down. My mom was far ahead. We were practicing something called cantering. I found that it cause me to get wet and I felt very embarrassed. If my mom knew she would be angry. But it really felt good and I found I began to try to do it. I couldn’t always make it happen and I don’t know why. But when it did it felt so good…and then I felt immediately guilty.
