I don’t love my boyfriend and I’ve been showing him fake affection and attention, i faked everything meanwhile he thought that all of it are pure and whole, i just couldn’t imagine how one day if he found out that i dont love him he even draw both of us, its a long distance relationship, i feel so guilty whenever i say i love you, but i don’t feel any love, just numbness, i hope my love towards him grows one day, he gave so much for our relationship and i just here feeling numb and showing him fake love
