I feel guilty about how I treat my best online friend with whom I have been in contact for over two years, we come thru a lot of things, a lot of bad moments and good moments, but now both of us change internally, I am jealous, to her boyfriend with whom she newly knows the IRL around the month and goes out together. Even if we cant be together i am 16y and she is 19y. But I am still jealous, and closed in on myself.
